I was drawn to this book similar to how I have been drawn to the horror section of the bookstore lately. I just now noticed while I was writing this that I have been reading a bunch of thrillers lately. I guess my mind needed a change from the romantasy binge I ended a few weeks ago and now it has found its new obsession. Think of this as a warm up for October, when I plan to read horror and thrillers all month long. With its vibrant pink cover, which I thought was an unusual choice for a book in the horror section, it seemed to be saying “pick me”. I didn’t even read the back for a synopsis, I just grabbed it and went to the register.
Not knowing anything about the story going into a new book is a rare thing for me. I usually choose books based on what I read from the back cover or from my ever growing list of books I hope to one day read. By the time I got to the chapter that comes after two, I was hooked. I say the chapter after two because the one that follows two is not titled three, as you might expect. I won’t say what it is, but I loved what the author did, it very much suited the story and I found myself always looking forward to discovering the very on theme chapter names. The plot of the story is based around a very mysterious canceled children’s show that everyone seems to remember differently but that no one can prove the actual events of. Why? Because there is no physical evidence that the show ever existed, no video tapes, no audio recordings, nothing. The story takes place in the present, thirty years after the last episode airs, when there is a reunion of the last group of kids, now adults, that appeared on the show. I was frustrated a lot while I read this, because I was just as confused as the main character, Val, who cannot remember anything from her time on the show with her friends. Something traumatic happened to her, and she cannot remember anything in her life before the age of eight, which is when her father removed her from the show and took her far, far away from where it was filmed.
It’s an unusual story, with elements of horror and mystery, cults, in more than one type of form, trauma, loss, and closure. It doesn’t exactly have a happy ending, but some people might be satisfied with the way things turned out. I’m still trying to decide if I accept the way things ended or if I would have preferred something else.




